My website is ready! <(￣︶￣)>

Yes, finally after… who knows. A lot of time.

It took me a lot of time to start writing this blog entry. The first one, the very first one on my website, was one that I coded myself (with a lot of help from different tutorials, but with my effort, which is weird). 

I thought the hardest part was coding. You know, putting my design —which was pretty difficult too— into ‘life’ by working with lines of words, and numbers with weird symbolism; things I used to see with interest when I tried to change my written role-play forums; the ones I left behind because I felt overwhelm by the amount of requirements growing and growing every single day all totally different from what I truly wanted to do. Those stupid words I found appealing once more while working, understanding, and putting into action. (I still hate JavaScript)

It wasn’t the design when I showed my worst part to myself being a ridiculously annoying and insecure client.

It was written. It was accepting it was time to publish the site I’ve invested so much time in.

Could it be insecurity? I don’t know. I don’t expect to grow an audience. I’m not even going to work on that. This is my space, a journey, a letter to me from me.

Or maybe it was my grieving. The hideous mourning process. The lost take from me all desires to keep going; the projects, the ideals, everything gone with her. One of my dogs, my girl, my little Alice.

I made it, Alice. I finally made it.

So… what’s next?

I have a couple of things I want to implement in the long run, a site map, and an OpenGraph that works with blog posts. That component that counts bsky likes maybe just to see if I can make it; I’m thinking of changing the card design for a masonry style.

I have some blog entries I want to write too so who knows. A blog per week could work if I manage to keep pushing. In the meantime, I’m finishing sketches, and working on a couple of new ones too.

Only time will say. But for now. I made it.